been awhile

Daamn. it's been a second since i last blogged. my fault.

Life's been pretty hard to hold on to. I thought 2009 would be a whole new start to new things. but I never really expect losing my grandma so early. I miss her soo much. Every night before I go to bed, I pray for her and my family. My grandma was such a great woman. She was there for all of us since we were born. I'll never ever forgive myself for not going to see her on her last day. It was unexpected. But I should've been there. Never got the chance to tell her how much I love her and how much I thank her for always being there for us. It won't be the same without you Nang. Things changed so much ever since. But it was your time to go and i respect that. You're watching over us now & I promise you I'll be successful in the future.

So school has been a big drag for me. I want senior year to come. &i really can't wait til i get out of HS. just too much for me. Only people I can open up to is Ms. Louie & Donni. I fuckn love 5th period Office TA with them two. Well idk. To be honest, I fuckn hate high school. but whatever. i got one more year to go and i'm outta that damn joint. haha.

FUCK ALL THIS DAMN BS. I AM WHO I AM. STAY OFF MY LVL NIGGA. GET OFF MY HYPE.