Saturday, October 24, 2009

is that for me?

i just got done reading one of your blogs & i dont know but i have a feelings it for me. saying that i lost your respect & that you wont try to bring the past back. if its not for me then aight. but if it is for me..

All I can say is .. why? i never done anything to lose your respect. i'm just giving the space that you need. I dont wanna be all up in your business & make myself look like the center of attention cause i'm not. If you quit on me now.. what do i do? You already know I'm still hurting that ever since Nov30, 2005, we havent really gotten to actually REUNITE. never got to actually chill. but its alright. we got hella time.ever after reading this.. &decide to not try then i understand. i'm still here for you. i gurantee that fsho. take care of yourself though. late.

Friday, October 2, 2009

For a real best friend.

so today was interesting.

School- Nothing really. 1st period took a quiz. 2nd period laughed with melissa as always. 3rd period tardies. talked to Ms. Louie. 4th period guest speaker which made me fall asleep for 10 mins and i ended up jumping alittle off my seat. embarassing. hahahah. lunch walked around. 5th SSR and Beowulf. 6th period we got to talk pictures. didnt take mine though. taking it on monday.

after school went to buy water at that water place. then went to savemart to buy my mom stamps. drove home. got ready. drove to melissa's house for cotillion practice. It was fun. My partner is pretty chill. I just hope he doesnt get annoyed by me cause I laugh too much with Melissa. Uhm so when i got there.. Hannah, Jessica, Ronald,Jhomel, & Kevin Miranda was already there. Just watched melissa practice. then we all started practicing. whitley and jluisa came. showed them the dance. lovely and danielle came and TRIED to teach them but they kept laughing. all good. then melissa's cousins came. UGH not to be mean but i didnt like one of her cousin..she was like maybe 10 or so. cause steven was gunna dance with me and mel's cousin goes "why boy dancing with a boy?" and that shit just got me hella down. I'M SORRY i can't be like other girls. I am who i am. no one can stop me. UGH w/e. then played ball with steven and melissa. steven's stupidbutt kept bumping into me. haha. well yeah, chilled inside melissa's house til 930. and then they dropped us all home (the ones who were left which is Me, Whitley, Jluisa and Steven) yeeah. well practice again tomorrow at 3pm. so yeeeeah.

aww. Melissa! you're hella chill. dude i'm hella glad you're my friend. actually no. i'm glad you're my best friend. i trust you with my secrets! &you should trust me. fasho. we gunna be best friends forever. haha. thanks for listening to me awhile ago. LOVE YOU BEST! hehe

i'll blog about it tomorrow. bye