Hey Guys,
Sorry for not blogging daily when i promise i would. Last Thursday, Friday & Saturday have been the hardest for me. Rest in Peace Trifonia Blaquera Taa. I really miss you Nanang. It's different when i come to your house and not see you around watching TFC. I always expect to you see you when i come over but now that you aren't here anymore, it wont be the same. you've been there since i was born & from then on, you've helped me become who i am now. You were the shield to keep us safe from danger, the one who would comfort all your grandkids when we would cry because our parents went to work. Even when you weren't feeling well, you'd take care of us. Nang, you've done so much and words arent enough to explan how much we all thank you.
Thursday[first viewing]
February 26, after school my uncle picked up my cousin & i from school. went home. ate. and got ready to leave for my grandma's first viewing. When we got to Lima around 5:30pm, I saw the rest of my cousins outside. I went inside and saw many faces that i haven't seen for a long time. When i looked at the casket, i saw her lying there. She looked happy. Since there were snacks & whatnot, my auntie told me and my cousin to go eat. There were muffins, donut holes, pancit, small and i mean small water bottles & soda. D60 mode. My dad came around 7:00pm. When he came to see her, he broke down. My auntie & him started crying. They got out of hand and my kuyah Mario held my dad back, but i think it pissed off my dad. i dont blame them for our lost. she needed to go. its better seeing her with God than seeing her with tubes and wires on her in the hospital. We left the viewing around 8:30ish. Got home went on AIM and chatted with people til AM time. Slept at 2am.
Friday. [last viewing]
Woke up at 6:55am and got ready for a half day of school. Got to school, went to the lockers and went to first period. We took a chapter test. I sit alone in that class now cause Mr. Mark Caronongan got switched out ): 2nd period started to fall asleep. Didnt get caught. Break wasn't much. Lockers & then went to the office to get a off campus pass. Went to 3rd. TEACHER'S ASSISTANCE. Nothing much in that class. i just sat there watching Charmaine. hehe. So since that was the last period i was gunna attend, I walked Charmaine to her 4th & chilled for awhile til she was done changing. I left charmaine and drove home. My mom and i headed to Lucky7 (its like Ocean Supermarket) to buy ingredients to make palabok for the prayer on Saturday Night. went home. ate and left with my cousin and uncle to Lima since my parents went to do some errands. My aunties and uncles were already there unloading food from the car. There was pancit, pizza, aroscaldo (sp?), chicken, wraps & more. Chilled. Cousins are stupid for walking around the cemetary.They got introuble by some dude that works there since they werent with an adult. D60 & D40. Wi-Fi internet. caught up with cousins i havent seen lately. The thing started around 6:45. I was suppose to do a speech but i backed down. Everyone in the room was family but still i couldnt do it. I cried a little when manong Darrel did his speech. All the grandkids did. After the speeches the grandkids & kids put roses in the casket & said our thank yous' & goodbye. I couldnt keep my tears from falling so my eyes started balln like a water fountain. Manong Darrel and i stook there. Cried. We put our rose in the casket. I felt my grandma's hand and it was super cold. Sat down in the 2nd row and continued to cry. Father from st. john's left and everyone in the room got in line to see her one last time. Ate. D60 mode. Jason slept over that day. we went to my other cousin's house for a little get together or iuno. Watched a movie but didnt finish. left around 1:30am. Jason watched Titanic alone thinking I was awake until he checked.
Saturday. [Burial]
alarm from jasons phone was weird. woke up at 6:35am cause jason wanted to shower first. I idnt have a white long sleeve so i went across the street to get one from my auntie. We left around 8am. Jason and i squished in the back of the hummer cause my auntie caught a ride with us. We got to Lima and just sat there. once again , my eyes were balln when i went up to see my grandma for the last time. last goodbye. grandkids rode in limos to the church. got there. little mass thing. back to Lima .. and cried my heart out. Everyone left & we all ate at Happy Buffet. Jason and Rosanne and i went walking around. we went to partycity. to manila oriental and back to happy buffet. inside partycity we went all the way to the back and tried on those props. craaazy laughs yo. after happy buffet. we all met up at kayla's place. left around 5ish to my grandma's house for prayer. i wanted to go change my clothes so my cousin brandon and i walked to my house. changed. picked some oranges in the backyard at night. HELLA dark. wrote charmaine a note. put the oranges and note in a jordan box and walked to her house to drop it off at her front door. walked to my cousin's gf's house cause she was there. picked her up. walked back to my grandma's house. everyone was there. sang kareoke. haha most of my cousins heard me sing for the first time. & they said i was good? idk. haha. took pictures with my babe [don't trip. its just my nephew] and then i guess my cousin and i ended it. we were the last ones there. 12ish. home. computer yeah.
other days are boring so whatever.
pictures will be up soon. waiting on them to upload.
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